Sunday, January 13, 2008

2008—1st Diary (12/1/08)

This is my 1st week diary when I back 2 uum. 1st day when I reach my room I feel very shock! Why? My college, my block and also my room didn’t change, roommate already change (before back already know it.) Let me feel shock is I need acclimatize oneself to the new roommate and the new side in same room that I sleep. The new roommate is not matter to me but is the new side that I will sleep in a semester. I already have the habit at the old side and all equipments, I already used 1 year and has bring out my sentiment with them all.

I request to my new roommate to change back my old place to me but she reject my request with put her one's foot down. I feel so down and like a failure-(super senior vs. super junior—super junior WIN) start clean my new place and keeping my things in the all new equipments. This is 1st time I in uum (already 2½ years) can’t sleep well and have a nightmare. The second day I tell myself that I need to comfort the new ‘environment’ and try get the ‘fun’ at the new side, then I will have a good 3 years memory for my university life. This is my last semester in uum, I must have a happy n joyful for this about 4 months.

But human is a very unpredictable organism, if you want to life in this many competitors world you must comfort yourself in this situation. In a short 1 week, I almost 90% comfort myself in the new side and start my dissipated life. What I’m doing? Morning I go to attend class, then at night I like a useless human do some useless things, haha… Start the first 3days, I went to my friend room chat until about 12am then go back to room and sleep. The rest I stay in room and watching Korea entertainment programmed—Love Letter because my friend goes back home. I just go out when feel very hungry to buy either lunch or dinner. Love Letter is very funny and always made me laugh; sometimes my body is uncontrollable shake with them!

Sometimes I also have chat to my new roommate or same block friends, don’t worry that I became dummy. Just have 1 night I got go to online a moment to find some info for my mom and also check mail. Why so many times can go to online and didn’t go and just go a moment? It is because I’m lazy and have many mosquito at the hall, this is 1 of reason I call myself is useless!! Agree? The last day in this week is end soon, tomorrow is a new day and a new week. Hope me can stop this dissipated life and start a new meaningful life. This weekend I will back home because Sunday is holiday and total have 4 days holidays, yeah!!

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